it is humbled and grateful for more Superior wisdom from Master and it is cautioned to not try to think but to accept its inferiority, the reality of the Great Lie and its damage, and to seek out opportunities to serve. it is really lost in terms of where to get started – nothing feels right. the only thing it can imagine to do in a real sense to support Seeds of Origin on a daily basis is financially or through volunteering. it is certainly driven by lust and will consciously try to never project that desire onto Black Authority who deserve its total humility and understanding that its interests are of no importance. it just wishes it could sign-up for the training program and volunteer itself for exploitation by Black Authorities. it feels cowed by having to search for the incredible freedom offered by being able to live the truth of its animal nature as described by Master.