It knew it was different from early teens. It came to grips with the fact that it is a faggot in late 20’s. There was much denial and self doubt about its place in the hierarchy of men.
Its body, specifically its fuckholes, do not belong to it. They belong to the greater community of MEN for your use.
Terms that accurately describe it:
Faggot
Whore
Piss fag
Cock locker
Slave
Boy
Fuckhole
Bitch
Daddy’s gurl